Dear my dearest friends and my other family,
I am sorry, but it is time that we part ways.
I know that this may be viewed as ungrateful, short sighted, stupid, backstabbing, and down right rude but it is the path I have chosen.
First, I want to say exactly how much this hurts me and I am getting teary eyed doing this. However it must be done.
I can give you all sorts of reasons but I doubt that any of them really matter. I will give a brief synopsis... please excuse my my rather poor writing I am really emotionally messed up right now.
I never really felt good being in this clan because of my less then honorable entry into this clan. I understand that you may have accepted me for who I was and gotten over it I still felt bad. Also as many of you guessed I did indeed take the name subliminal for a while and I have apologized to Pk already for my errors. I guess I could waste even more of your time with a long appology but this is going to be long enough as it is and I doubt I have the strength to do everything that needs to be done. I will say from the bottom of my heart that I am truly sorry for my actions and I have learned so much from you guys about what its like to truly be in a clan. That is why I will always love you.
However what I valued most about this clan was the values that we carried and the ideals we believed in. But since my entry that dynamic has slowly been corrupted. I will not mention any names but we are all familiar with at least one person who has helped to undermine this groups dynamic. Also from what I have learned this group has basically ruined whatever rep it had. Just a little bit ago I was treated poorly for the tag that I had once proudly worn to show my membership in one of the best clans out there. This was never my intention and I am afraid that I can not stay any longer. I love this clan but it is not my place to try to get rid of members I don't like therefore to remove the problem I have chosen to leave.
Moose at first you were a dick and I wasn't much better. I really truly for what I did and for the lies that I told you. I do have a brother but we share almost no blood relation and sucks horribly at tremulous. However I hope that we can leave the past behind us for it would be a great honor to me if you viewed me as a friend. I will miss your great sense of humor and always admire your unfailing devotion to this clan.
tibs I will dearly miss you. You were my forum buddy and perhaps the first person who ever believed in me. I have always respected your maturity, your intelligence, and your carefree attitude. I will miss you the most for I spent the most time with you.
Sonic... I never really got to know you but I enjoyed the time we spent together... you did have some weird moments on TS though. I will not deny that I was very mad at you also when you continued to delete my various posts... that pissed me off.
There are many more of you, but I am afraid I can't go on. This hurts too much.
I have felt this coming for a long time now and the only thing I could cling to was the hope that I would be able to play with you again. However that dream was possible because of the forums but they are seldom used now. I don't really know many of you now and we just recently lost two of my favorite members. Its time for me to follow... I can not remain a part of a clan that I have no ability to influence and bring rep to. That's all my friends I ask only for your forgiveness, your love, and for you to remember me.
Good luck
-Panda
I will take myself off the roster now and tibs could you maybe remove the Seeds tags from my sig I would like to keep it in memory of the time we got to spend together. Also expect a gaming mouse from me... message me on Facebook if you can't find me.
Bye Guys
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